Back Into Hell

[jiml]

Feel like I've just given in.
Taken the bl**dy MTX.
I feel too weak....physically and psychologically.... to argue at the moment.
Sleep patterns gone out of the window, appetite crushed and constantly sore/burning.
Attempted to do a short, online course but can't concentrate. Same goes for reading.
I just feel like I am back at the beginning.  

Oooh BRIGHTEYES I hope that didn't hurt to much ( the hug that is)
Ok so you've taken the methotrexate you weren't given much choice and while you( and I ) don't like it ... If it starts to give relief the side effects may well be worth it
Come back often and Fred or any of us will give you a pep talk and hug anytime
Jim