Back Into Hell

[Caroline]

Thank you people.  

Yes it has been a crazy year. I never dreamt I would get back to working full time. It was tiring and required some stress management but I did enjoy it. Can't see me getting back there any time soon though. :(

I also found my daughters......living 30 miles away. Their Dad has finally relented and given me his address and I now have updated pictures. The Girls and I are slowly re-building bridges.  

Ooh....and I just ordered some funky, shocking green crutches. I don't intend to sit around too much and get depressed this time ( I hope ). At least I know what's coming ( although I will most likely need to release a rant and a few expletives ). XXX

Ok, welcome back Brighteyes.
Let's get a bit on track, you apparantly have two daughters? From an earlier marriage? Which means that O/H is apparantly your friend or new husband. I have always thought that he was your hubby.
Have you yourself asked your new consultant for the why he wanted you to stop with cyclosporin? Did he know what he was doing? What kind of trouble you would get in?
Did he discuss the why? Which blood measurements were wrong and why?
Indeed now changing to MTX doesn't solve a thing.
Did you already confront him with the results of his actions on you?

I am really feeling a bit pissed on the apparant ease with which he seems to have gotten you off this medication.
Now I am busy writing I immediately want to ask you I why you don't go for Fumaderm? It seems an option you did not try before. And I think that Jim also would want to suggest it.

Anyway, great to have you back and great that you see your daughters again.