Hi Leopardlawless. Sorry that you are going through so much. I know how scary it is to decide what treatment to be on. Just make sure that it's what you want and what is best for you. About a year ago I had a cancer scare. I found a mass on my shoulder. I am on Enbrel so I was so scare that I had cancer. Went to atleast three different doctor and weeks of waiting. I know how the stress and worrying can get to you. I also deal with depression and anxiety to the point that I don't leave my home much. I haven't taken any meds for depression or anxiety because I am scare to. We all are here for you. I will keep you in my prayers. Hope everything starts improving soon.

I've only just seen this, and WOW what a STRONG women you are!
To keep pushing through with all that's going on, and still support your husband when most of us would just cave in. (he is on very lucky man)
I can't imagine all the in's and out's of what you are dealing with right now but it sounds tough!
I think using this forum to help you offload some of what you are carrying is a big step, and this why we all are here, for one another you are NOT weak because you have put your emotions and concerns on here.

bloommmming heck, I wish I had your strength,

With regard to the bio's, agree its a massive step......maybe it might be worth trying to take a step back take a deep breathe and just only look at the very basic information pro's con's with all that's on offer to you....you may feel more relaxed about it!!

Also, um please just check that your cream wraps aren't causing an allergic reaction.....I did similar with diprobase and made things worse as I grew allergic to it!!


I would also recommend a nice soothing salt water bath, an a nice take away :-)

Much love to you, keep fighting xxxx

(Mon-20-02-2012, 20:16 PM)Troll Wrote: Hello leopardlawless I'm sorry I missed this. but reading through this thread you do sound a bit better than you was on your first post.

Thanks much I appreciate it. Just was a weird week...I am trying to balance work, family , moved, fixing the other house - we are selling, our health, papers, taxes and clients, all kinds of dynamics. I hope you are having a good week and we have had mild weather- giving us a break.

Best to you
LL

Thanks Hanna,

I like to keep going despite obstacles because cannot afford the luxury of :what I call - folding.
Thanks for yours and everyones inspiring words!
Ill check out the regime with the dam suit.
I m doing lights 5 minutes every other day - it does not solve the eroding hips - issues but I feel better.
We have been watching good films - comedies... I ll get back on my 3 mile walking routine.
Hope you are doing well too and house hunting is fun.

LL

Thank you


A doctor friend of mine said this when he was in the throes of divorce, a clinical depression and who knows what else

When you are going through hell - keep going.
Churchill.

I guess things are less stressful sometimes when you vent.
Just got off the phone withthe biologics coordinator; she is from England; has a spify accent - nice; she assuaged some of my concerns.

Who ha

Hope you are well.
LL

Hello LL good to see you feeling a bit more positive. But 3 mile walks that's to much positive for me.

(Wed-22-02-2012, 16:24 PM)leopardless Wrote: Thank you


A doctor friend of mine said this when he was in the throes of divorce, a clinical depression and who knows what else

When you are going through hell - keep going.
Churchill.

I guess things are less stressful sometimes when you vent.
Just got off the phone withthe biologics coordinator; she is from England; has a spify accent - nice; she assuaged some of my concerns.

Who ha

Hope you are well.
LL

That's great news :-) glad your on the up xxxx

(Wed-22-02-2012, 16:26 PM)Fred Wrote: Hello LL good to see you feeling a bit more positive. But 3 mile walks that's to much positive for me.

LOL

The weather really does it. Did one mile this morning.
What the temp over by you..?. I see you get out enough to photo interesting animals.....I could not tell what hybrid animal that was? or a special bread with the good belly......

(Thu-23-02-2012, 16:14 PM)leopardless Wrote:

(Wed-22-02-2012, 16:26 PM)Fred Wrote: Hello LL good to see you feeling a bit more positive. But 3 mile walks that's to much positive for me.

LOL  

The weather really does it. Did one mile this morning.
What the temp over by you..?. I see you get out enough to photo interesting animals.....I could not tell what hybrid animal that was? or a special bread with the good belly......

Hello LL it's unusually cold still here although we did get 24c yesterday. I think they are Shetland Pony, the local farmer told me at the last count there was 200+

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