the end of ciclosporin....the beginning of fumaderm

[Fred]

Hi everyone

Sorry its been so long since I last wrote, it's been a jam packed summer of day trips and working I've barely had time to think let alone sit and write a post!!

An update on my fumaderm, been on four tablets for ages, got the ok from my derm yesterday to go up to 5, side effects had reduced greatly, now they are back after only one day! Had some improvement on my right leg, then seemed to stall again! My hands are suffering at the moment with two splits on my left middle finger and two splits on the back of my right hand, just as they heal they split again.

My house is a complete mess and I'm dealing with a sick cat as well after he out of my bedroom window and had to have a tooth removed which then got infected and he keeps being sick so I'm constantly washing my hands which doesn't help.

I'm going on my first holiday in 11 years in Feb and was hoping my skin would be much better by then but its not looking good.

I'm so fed up of treatments starting to work then failing, I'm beginning to think I'll never have clear skin again and I'm doomed to be single forever. My stress levels are ridiculously high with my sons birthday (13 days away) and the anniversary of becoming a single mum (4 days later!) with which comes the worry of if his dad will try to find us.

Sorry for the long moaning post, it'll teach me to come on more often!!

MaDbEaR xx

#1 You never need to apologise, people come and go as they wish. We appreciate members updating but it's not compulsory, and they will always be welcome back.

#2 Stress (even about your cat) can cause problems, as for the washing drying your hands out try using Coconut Oil

#3 It's not long till February but things could change by then, if they haven't well sod it just go and enjoy.

#4 Unfortunately treatments do work and they do fail, but there is always something else these days and a lot more in the pipeline.

#5 As for being a single Mum and worrying about your ex trying to find you, sorry I can't help on that one but for what it's worth I would say enjoy your sons birthday and worry about it If it happens. ...................... (Fred goes off to hide, as he sometimes can feel he has said too much)