This is getting silly now....

[JustJess]

Hi Jess, really glad you've found us! Your post rings so many bells it's frightening...I remember perfectly thinking so many of those things going through your head. I know all the things people say trying to help sound patronising or just plain ignorant but you need to try and keep in mind this is just a bad (yes ok bl**dy awful) patch and things will get better, there will be a time when you'll be able to look back and be amazed how much life has improved.
I think the first bit of light at the end of the tunnel for me was finding a forum where I could talk and people understood how I felt, so please keep on posting, talk to us and we'll do everything we can to help (even if it's just all sitting here with a glass of wine taking the p*ss out of Fred it can help, laughter is a good medicine and he's used to it)
Feel free to message me too whenever you like.

Thanks so much, I really appreciate it Jess x