I Want to Stop Methotrexate

[Forest Walker]

I gave up trying to fill the syringe, last evening, Thursday.  I didn't take it.  I was spending a long time trying to get an air bubble out of the syringe when I gave up and watched a video, which showed inverting the vial and withdrawing the liquid in a wholly verticle position.  The last straw for me was when removing the needle from the vial, a tiny, yellow fountain of the drug burst into the air and onto the counter.  

I was over tired when trying to do my first injection.  I'm planning to contact the doctor, this morning, and see if a nurse can show me how to fill the syringe the right way, to avoid air bubbles.  I also don't know if I can use the same vial, if I have somehow contaminated it, or need to order another.  I have oral tablets and could take those today if I can't get help from a nurse.  

I guess I'll be taking this on Fridays rather than Thursdays, now.   It's a better day, anyway, for me.

A pre-filled syringe would be easier.  Thanks for mentioning that, Dave.

I can fill a syringe with liquid B-12.  That's a friendly vitamin.  This little vial of yellow poison is intimidating.